2 is when you lost me because you discovered that you loved alcohol more than me
4 was the first time i watched you burst through the door stumbling, wrecking everything in your way
9 is when you got me back but that still doesnt deny the fact that poising yourself was your number one priority
12 my mother died and you replaced the whole she left with a bottle of something full
14 you are worse now your hair is turning grey and when you take a sip of that poison your lips curl as it burns your throat
15 my sister tries to explain to me that you enjoy the way the poison makes your throat feel while its sliding down and i try to tell her its the idea of it killing you that you love "